Do I even deserve an ice cream?

Sunken eyes, swollen fists, stinging arm.

Am I really a failure? I guess for some, the answer would be no.

Shouldn’t have expected to take all the exams. I can’t still get over with it. Seems like I contributed nothing. I did nothing to help bring up the scores. 

For a moment, I forgot about this stuff but then again.. saw them gathered up, giving me deadly stares. Only if looks could kill. 

They think that someone has influenced me. NO. I’m not influenced by anyone. It is my fault that I feel down and tired? Couldn’t you people just let myself get these bad vibes out from me? Without hating me and blaming others?

I know that this too, shall pass. But how I can get over with this if you people are thinking that I have changed for the worse? It’s just because of tiredness, okay? I just need sleep and peace. That’s all. 

All of these things happened to be chained to each other.

I’LL BE OKAY. NO WORRIES. I’LL BE BACK TO MY OLD SELF.

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